The Break is Over

So it's now fall - officially my favorite time of year. I realized that I needed to come to terms with where we were at and I took a break from all the thinking, wishing, wanting, praying, and now that break is over. This Saturday is one of the biggest days of my life. I can't believe it's here already. Everything for this transfer is looking good so far. I've been so melancholy and sentimental in the last week or so, and very emotional, and I can't tell if it's the hormones or the time of year. Especially since I lost my Grandma - and my Dad in the fall. Wouldn't it be such a wonderful thing to happen in such a mellow atmosphere...