Monday, November 17, 2008

More Numbers to Worry Over

Monday, November 10, 2008

Today I had my second beta draw. The results are not looking too promising. They only rose from 96 on Friday to 149 today. That's a 72 hour difference and they didn't even double. My heart is breaking inside right now, not knowing whether this pregnancy will miscarry or not, whether it is ectopic or not, and not knowing if this child inside of me right now may be the only child I will ever carry...and if I will ever get to hold this child... More labs will be drawn on the 12th.

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